After all the effort that I had given…

This incident happened 2 weeks ago, but I still can’t let it go and move on, it’s really depressing and though I try not to think about it, the feeling still persists and the worst part is, it hurts…

I don’t where to begin, as both of us had already known each other since ages ago. We parted when I was in my primary school, but destiny brought us together again few months ago. I was thrilled and happy at that moment because finally we got the chance to spend countless quality time together. No doubt I felt being at the top of the world and nothing else could bother me.

But one day before I went to seremban hospital for posting, it just left me without saying goodbye. Yes, I’m talking about my digimon, which I spent not only tender, love and care, but also my full energy and faith believing it could become a teddymon to please me. No, it just escape from the reality and went to nowhere. DIGIMON, YOU ARE A REAL COWARD, BE A MAN AND FIGHT TILL THE END, PEOPLE WON’T PITY THOSE WHO FLEE AWAY LIKE YOU!!!

R.I.P, my dear digimon

Anyway, I really miss those day when I kept it inside my pocket whenever I go, it’s like small creature which deprives for attention and love. I gave everything I could, but…. aih, better don’t talk about it anymore.

Final respect to the digimon, muahaha..

Racial Discrimination

My mind is filled with this topic after watching “The Pianist”. It is a great movie, which describes a talented Polish pianist who suffered through the Nazi occupation during World War 2. Apparently it is a true story and his book is available in the market, maybe I should have a look on it.

It is really depressing when the movie shows how the Jews are being tortured and segregated by the authority. They are innocent, yet they are labeled as second class and their lives lie in the hand of the military. I am truly glad that human civilization has improved in such a way that no one will acknowledge barbaric behaviour as superiority nowadays. However racial discrimination still exists, as long as there are more than 2 races staying on a same piece of land.

Racial equality is everyone’s dream, to be precise the majority, because the beneficiary races constitute the minority. Thus I’m not really optimistic regarding to this issue, though there are so many organizations and activists are fighting for it. As a modern civilian, we live in a multiracial, multicultural society, and we are so proud to tell the foreigners that this is one of the uniqueness of our country. Yet, racial issue sometimes can be classified as sensitive issue, which always confuses me. When it comes to sensitive issue, the best way to combat it is silence… (so I shall not continue to elaborate more because it is sensitive, and I don’t want to get ‘rashes’)

I totally understand that it is not an easy job to bring racial equality to a particular community, therefore tolerance among the civilian is the best solution of all. To all the people who are suffering from discrimination or prejudice, be patient and wait for justice. At the same time, be thankful that your condition isn’t as bad as the Jews several decades ago.

Proud to be short

Hooray, I just found an interesting article in Reader’s Digest, apparently being tall is not a good thing after all, read the extract below:

Scientists have discovered the first gene that helps explain height differences in humans: HMGA2. Eventually, it may also provide insight into diseases such as cancer. “Even though improved nutrition means each generation is getting taller,” says study leader Dr Tim Frayling of Peninsula Medical School in the UK, “variation in height is almost entirely influenced by our genes,” That makes HMGA2 a model trait to study for its influence on disease risk. Among other things, it may explain why taller people have a slightly increased risk of certain cancer. ~RD, December 2007~

To all my fellow friends who have short stature and always being teased or bullied by those ‘tall’ people, don’t bother to revenge as they will live no longer, muahahaha….

James’s Birthday Celebration with G13

Happy Birthday, James!

Finally you had entered the “21-year-old- gang”, as the oldest guy in the gang, I warmly welcome you to our big family, hope you will be enjoying the rest of your life through unavoidable ageing, which I know you will do whatever it takes to reverse it. Do consult me if you face any problems along the way, I will be glad to help you, muahaha!

Well, since this best friend of mine is a popular, significant character in the society, there are so many groups of friends can’t wait to hold a party and celebrate with him. On 29^th of April, our SAM G13 class gathered in TGI Friday, Subang Jaya and had a sweet and memorable birthday celebration for James.

Before the party starts, we practice csu (thanks chong bing for becoming our sp)

studying the menu properly...

Birthday Boy, James

All of us with the cake which baked by ching mei

Me and the birtday boy

Group pictures outside the restaurant

IMU Ball Video 2008

This is the official video for IMU Ball 2008, A Sensational Symphony. Hope you all will enjoy watching it. You can get the better quality of the video directly from me.

IMU Ball 2008

Compared to last year ball, yesterday’s ball was considered awesome. Great performance, strategic venue, edible food, pretty guests… one word, wow!

Because we are in sem 5 now, thus this year ball was organized by our batch. Headed by de jun, he formed a team of committee, and I also joined his team and hoped that I could contribute something for the ball. My jobs in this ball committee were mainly backdrop and multimedia. For the backdrop and general décor, I am very glad that Alicia, Kee, Kee Ping, Zi Yun and Kajen were able to lend their hand to get the work done. With them in your working team, seriously you don’t have to worry about anything, haha!

Another job of mine was producing a ball video. Me and aaron really had a hard time in deciding what kind of video we wanted to film as this would be our last amateur video before we leave bukit jalil. This task had no limitation, no genre, no guideline, and all of these actually were quite troublesome. I couldn’t remember how many times we brainstormed just to get idea. But thankfully, we still made it through. We made a music video style of video, with james as the main actor. It was so much fun throughout the whole video making period, we asked leang, ee pian and leong to pretend playing basketball with james; we went all the way to kl sentral to shoot a clip of less than 1 minute; we asked fiona, caryn and kevin to dip themselves into the swimming pool to shoot our first underwater scene. Anyway, thanks to all the people who helped us in making this video, we truly appreciate it. Hope you all will love the video.

Well, I really enjoy making video, and it has been a great experience to work with aaron. It’s kinda sad that we have to end all of these… (emoing)

Back to the ball story, I went to the ball room yesterday around noon time and started to help out. Though there were several obstacles, everything went fine after all. But the most important thing was, everybody enjoyed the ball, and that’s what we asked for. One thing I regretted was, I couldn’t take pictures with some of my friends who attended the ball. Next time I should prepare a name list before the ball, haha!

For IMU Ball 2008, A Sensational Symphony!

First hotel visit (equatorial)

Second hotel visit (parkroyal)

Video filming plus having fun at vista c swimming pool

With artists of our batch, kee ping and kee

With helpful backstage crew, lay queen and szu may

With pretty penang girls, xiao fen, jc and cheng ling

With ipoh friend, kien wei (totally different on that night)

With friends that always care, jane, bee ling, ching mei and james

With classmates since 2005, david and james

With prom king, kevin, and best dressed male nominee, aaron

With the presidents, kajen the src's pres and de jun the ball's pres

Time is precious

It’s been quite a long time I never update my blog, soon it will be deserted if I don’t force myself to keep it alive. Well, my life here is getting tougher and more challenging, not really a bad thing but I m trying my best to adapt it. Life is hectic, life is hard and yet life is short…

Anyway, don’t let the negative spirit clouds our mood today. I had a great time for the past few weeks, though my study is awfully harder compared to last 2 years. Because of MSK’s anatomy, I found a great study buddy, which is swarna. We memorized Nettler’s flash cards like no one’s business, we created weird pneumonic while we study pathology, but the most memorable experience was when both of us and james studied overnight at Sungai Besi’s McDonald. I don’t really know whether we studied much , but one thing for sure was I had a fantastic time studying with them.

Enjoyable study experience with james and swarna in McD (but bad camwhoring skill, better learn it from kevin soon)

Two days before msk exam, I had a posting in seremban hospital. Nothing special happened on that day, but I got an injury that I tried to hide it from james, coz I know he will scold me as if I am a little kid if he sees the wound.

Wounds at my palm and knee

After msk exam, I went back to Ipoh and had a mini reunion with my whole family. The feeling of home is so cozy and relaxing, plus spending time with my mummy is the best, hehe! Proud to be mummy’s boy.

Picture taken using my mum's new 3G handphone

Time flies, I’d better start working for my ball video.