Showing posts with label Grumble. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Grumble. Show all posts

Monday, May 16, 2011

When Everything Is Going Well...

When everything in life is going well for you, there must be something pop out in the middle of nowhere and annoys you. Have you experience that before?

Yesterday was a bright fine day and totally lightened my mood since morning. It would be such a waste not to spend some quality time under the sun, so i happily rode on my bike and loitered around. Reached another suburb, borrowed one story book, did some window shopping (not really, bought 2 pairs of socks from kids department, haha). When everything went perfectly fine, my bike tyre went flat. Thanks to some delirious drunken good-for-nothing people who threw away their bottles by the roadside. ANNOYING!!!
Then this morning, i found my phone was out of battery. One thing i couldn't fathom was that i just recharged it the night before. Occasionally this phone would ask me to reinsert the sim card or automatically change to flight mode. Tell me why. Francis Koh, you'd better give me a good explanation!!!
When everything is going so well, argh....

Sunday, October 17, 2010

The End?

It's the final week of my final run of the year. Tonnes of exams are pouring in, wish me luck.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I Want To Sleep In

Living in the new YMCA building is incredibly cosy, but the amount of noise produced every weekend early morning is driving me crazy soon.

Weekend mornings are always the best time to sleep in after an exhaustive week. However, i have not been granted with such privilege from the day i stepped into this luxurious hostel. Lots of travellers love to stay in ymca for the weekend, not that they party all night long in the building, it's just that they often wake up early in the morning, making lots of noise from opening and closing the doors, discussing their daily plan out loud at the corridor and etc.
Compare to the slightly substandard hostel that i used to live in, though there are lots of thing i can complain, at least it is more quiet and that's the most important thing i want in an accommodation.
The management is contemplating whether to repair or demolish the old building. I don't know which outcome to hope for.
Alright, enough grumbling. This week has not been great, lots of unfortunate events were happening around me, i might be receiving a fail from my previous posting, and the fear of final is getting overwhelming.
Just hope everything will fall into its right place soon. Peace.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Spring Is Coming To Town

Flowers are blooming and birds are twittering. It's a sign of desirable weather, woohoo! It's time to keep thermal and thick jackets back to the closet.

This 2 months will be a hell for most of us in 5th year. Lots of small annoying tests are coming on their way plus the dreadful final is approaching near. Rising stress level... Popping pimples, ogling eyes, crusting skin, branching hair, that's how i will look like in the near future, haha!
Ok, enough grumbling. Time to get back to study.
p/s: congratulation to all my fellow friends who passed their final in seremban! enjoy your holiday!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

It's Already August

Gosh, can't believe July is over! Time flies, isn't it?

The dreadful final exam is another step closer to me. Oh no.. i shall not stress myself, must take everything slow and easy. But how? So many things to cover, so many unknown or vague territories, so many skills to work on.. oh no....(need a chill pill now).
Ok, talk about something nice. Hmph... the weather is awesome today. For the first time after so many months, my window had no condensation this morning, which was a sign of warm weather. At least 10 degree celcius today, i believe. However, it's not that i could spend the day lazing on the lawn and sunbath. Instead, i still need to force myself to the books and study. Very pathetic indeed... Why do i have to go through all of these? Sob sob...
Haha, don't worry about me, it's just ranting. This torment will end very soon. Gambate!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Bump On My Hand


Mantoux test (one of the investigations for tuberculosis). Fyi, that's my hand, i took the photo right after the person finished injecting the antigen into my skin. After one week, the bump has slightly subsided but had turned into a rash. Not itchy or painful. Just not right cosmetically, haha!
The result of the test was positive!! Duh, i had BCG vaccine in the past, of course it will be positive. That's why i don't understand what's the purpose of doing this test in the health check up. Waste my money and make my arm looks uglier, sob sob...
p/s: psychiatry exam on next friday, scary scary....

Monday, February 15, 2010

O&G

Just finished my second session at the birthing suite. Unlucky me, still has no chance of watching a woman does the most noble thing on earth, which is to give birth to a baby, normally.

As usual, monday blues, i used enormous of strength to pull me out from the comfy bed and went to birthing suite and hoping there would be some interesting case for me to watch. The session was started pleasantly by meeting a nice male O&G consultant who brought me along with his team to visit a lady who was about to be induced in order to deliver a baby by today. That time i was thinking it's gonna be my lucky day. So i went back to the room to build up some rapport with the mother like what a student should do even though we don't feel like doing it most of the time.

The mother gave me her permission, but she worried that her husband might not be ok with a male student standing in the room during the delivery. Few hours later her husband came and he really was not ok for me to watch his wife giving birth. WTFFFFF........ I'm not doing anything to your wife, for goodness sake, my presence is definitely, utterly, solely on academic purpose. Chill..... so i just let my female colleague went in and watched the delivery. Wasted all the rapport built.

Then another potential case came in. I asked the midwife to get consent from the mother. She said yea. And guess what, she never came back to me until the chief midwife went in and asked her again. The midwife was a real bi*ch! I saw her so many times at the corridor and she could just ignored my request as if it's not important. Hey, i need to fill my log book, ok? Of course with her attitude like that, the mother also turned me down.

However, at least after this incident, i know who shall i rely on and who shall i loathe at. The chief midwife, Rhonda, is the nicest person in the suite. She purposely stayed back after her shift just to make sure the midwives get back to us. After so many big no-no to my face, she even consoled me and said, 'those midwives just don't understand that this is a teaching hospital and they should convince the patients to let you all go in and learn, and it's gonna be harder for you because you are a guy!'

Sexist! Chauvinist!

Friday, April 24, 2009

Exam and Test

First week after coming back from holiday was torturing....The momentum was slow, motivation was low, work efficiency was low, and yet various pressure kept pestering me and yelled 'Hey ya, MOVE!'

Next week having 4 exams, microbiology, pathology and psychiatric osce on thursday, end of run exam on friday. Sigh, this weekend is gonna be on nerdy mode!

To keep up with the standard level is so hard....

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Tire Punctured

Today was pretty unlucky. I haven't found any interesting or suitable patient for my long case, and the ethics tutorial made me yawned for uncountable times. So around 4pm, i grabbed my bike and headed home.

Right after i passed the roundabouts near Princess Margaret's Hospital, the front tire of my bike became flat. Oh gosh, i can't push the bike and walk back from here, it's so far.... Then, i decided to push my bike for awhile and hoped there would be one bike shop at the front. Unfortunately, there was none, unlucky me.... I looked at the watch, oh no, it's almost 5pm, all the shops would be closing soon. No choice, i needed to try my luck on other main streets, so i hopped on my bike and started biking, poor bike!

I passed by Warehouse (a department store) and quickly went in to look for help. They did sell the tire tube, but they don't provide any assistance service. I went into the bicycle accesories aisle, saw various size of tire tube, but i wasn't sure which size suits my bike. Sigh, i should go to the bike shop instead!




Time checked, oh, it's quarter to five, i asked a guy in a shop, "where is the nearest bike shop?" The guy said, "there is one along Colombo street, another one at the end Milton road, there should be one along Lincold road too..." Good, i would pass lincoln road, bet my luck for the last time.

Thank goodness, there was one bike shop that hadn't closed yet. They managed to get me a suitable tube, but cannot put it on for me. WHAT....felt like swearing on the spot! I'm the customer and how dare you to refuse my request? In the end, he said i could leave the bike here and they could fix it up by friday. WHAT....chill, must have good control on my manner. Fine, it's my bad day so i left in the end, with my flat tire and the 10 dollar uninflated new tube.

Once i reached back home, glad that my bike hadn't shown any sign of major deformity (hope everything is still intact when i bike it tomorrow...). I tried to fix it by myself, and glad that ah beh came along and helped. Chow went online and checked the proper way of doing it and heng taught me how to patch the punctured part.We met some difficulties, but in the end, we managed to replace the punctured tube, apparently it was due to some glass pieces on the road. Who are the inconsiderate moron that indirectly causing so much misery on me? Geram betul....

Anyway, at least i learned something new today, i know how to replace a punctured tube, without the aid of any proper tool. Really pity my bike for what it had been through on my way back.....

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Flower for Weekend

It's a lovely weekend, but i have to stay at home and prepare for my next week's exam. Time really flies, GP run is finishing soon, and i've got 5 more runs to go, I CAN DO IT, yeah!

Yesterday afternoon, me, ah beh and raenna suddenly felt like going to the international flower show that held in hagley park, which was 5 minutes walk from our house. But we only realized that we needed to pay entrance fee when we reached there. Guess how much it is? $37!!! Oh gosh, that's so expensive! Any student discount? NOPE!!! Sigh, i can get a week load of groceries with that amount of money. ( i rather spend the money on food, muahaha...) Never mind, i am not a botanist anyway, nothing to miss, it's ok and i should get back to my study, haha!

It is so bloody expensive, but the place is still extremely crowded. For flower lover, can visit jeng yi's blog, he took a few nice flower pictures in hong kong recently


We took a picture outside our house before we walked to hagley park

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Moisturizers

In order to prevent legal problem, i have blurred the brand name, but it is a famous brand anyway, they should gimme commision, haha!

The weather here s pretty dry, not like malaysia ("panas and lembap sepanjang tahun", quote from geography textbook). When i first came to nz, i didn't really take good care of my skin, plus my previous systemic fungal infection, so it was quite scarry when the keratin is peeling off my face, abundantly. After staying here for a few weeks, i have learnt that it is inevitable to spend some money on moisturizers. The picture above tells it all.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Studying Bathroom...

The bathroom in my flat is really fascinating, though it doesn't have pond-sized jacuzzi nor automated digital shower system. Physically it looks exactly like a typical bathroom back in malaysia, but there are several 'odd' things i would like to point out.

At first glance, it looks normal, sink with mirror (except that weird steam machine)

Then there is an air pump near the window. James asked, "this is not a toilet, no smelly poo-poo gas, what's the point?" I also don't know. But few days later, Limin (super senior) came and explained to us. Actually the gadget is very important, especially during winter, coz when we bath in hot water, steam will be produced and condensation will take place once it reaches cold surface like window or the wall. Droplets of water that remained inside the bathroom will favour fungal growth. Thus it's very important to pump out the steam as much as possible.

The weirdest of all is this icy aluminum base at the shower spot. I don't understand why they choose this material instead of tiles. Apparently it's very common in nz because according to james, his hostel's bathroom in auckland also have this aluminum base. Limin didn't explained its rationale though. The base is extremely cold in the early morning and night, which is time for me to bath. Can you imagine how much courage that i must have everytime i put in my first step into shower room? Why should i be punished for keeping myself hygenic? WHY......

Guess i have to reduce the number of shower that i take everyday then.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Final Packing

Do you know how much time i took to do my final packing to NZ? Half an hour, muahaha.... Can't believe i have such ability to do speed packing.

Previously my mum had helped to pack all those formal and winter clothes into one luggage. And all i needed to do was just put in all my casual clothes and miscellaneous stuff into my backpack. Well, maybe it just showed that i have so little casual clothes...sigh...and my mum still refused to buy me new clothes....Chinese New Year without new clothes, sigh.....

Anyway, hopefully i had put in all those necessities. This is the most annoying feeling i get most of the time when i'm ready to go somewhere else. Always feel paranoid in the last minute, worry that i might miss out this, miss out that. Plus my mum will gives me the stern warning look, as if telling me: "Don't you dare to leave anything behind and ask me to send it over immediately!" Scared....

Oh ya, i just found out that the room that i'm going to stay in doesn't provide pillow. And the worst part is, i will be arriving there at 8pm, guess most of the shops will be closed by then. Sigh...don't know how am i going to survive the first night in NZ?

Everything will be alright eventually, right? Haha...

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Jungle's Tale


Long long time ago, before the invasion of human civilization, there was a beautiful story in the jungle that nobody knew. A story of a monkey and a crow....

In the middle of the jungle, there was a fruitful, enormous tree where the monkey and the crow stayed. They were best friends since the day they could hardly remember. They worked together, shared everything with each other and played together. They were so closed till one day, the monkey suggested to become bloodbrother. The crow was very pleased, and they declared themselves as bloodbrothers on the top of the big tree instantly.

One day, they decided to build a tree house so that they could spend more time together. At the same time, they would plucked the fruits from the tree and stored in the tree house so that both of them could eat together in the night. In order to prevent unnecessary quarrel, both of them made an agreement saying that each of them owned half of the tree house property and the amount of fruits that they plucked. From that moment onwards, everything went perfectly fine.

As days went by, the monkey and the crow grew old and passed away. Both of them had 3 children and everyone was mourning at the tree house since the day they died. After the funeral, the crows decided to move out from the tree house because they preferred to hunt for worms and rotten meat, not fruits anymore. The monkeys had no choice but to wish their cousins best of luck as they flew away. The monkeys continued staying at the tree house and plucked the fruits for survival.

Few days later, the two younger monkeys also decided to leave the tree house. They felt the world outside the tree house, the other part of the forest, had more promising future. What’s left behind in the tree house, was just the eldest monkey, alone.

Then the winter came. The eldest monkey was glad that he had harbored enough fruits to sustain him for the rest of winter. While he was warming himself inside the tree house in one night, suddenly somebody knocked on the house door. Oh, the crow cousins came to visit, what a pleasant surprise! The monkey quickly invited them in and served them the fruits that he plucked in the autumn.

As the night became real dark, the crows decided to make their way out. Before they stepped out of the door, they suddenly requested for half of the fruits that the monkey collected. Oh, that really caught the monkey off-guard and didn’t know how to react. The crows said according to the agreement that their fathers made, the crows had the right to own half of the fruits in the tree house. They even said they were lenient enough to let the monkey lived inside the tree house as they also owned half of the tree house. Partially stunned monkey just let them took away half of the fruits that he had been collected with tears and sweats.

Since that day, the crow cousins’ visit became more frequent. Of course, the visit wouldn’t be complete without snatching away half of the fruits that the eldest monkey harbored. The monkey didn’t dare to fight back because he respected the agreement that the previous generation had made, and he didn’t want to lose his cousins. And the most important thing was, he wanted to preserve the wonderful heritage of the monkey and the crow had built based on their friendship.

Things never changed until one day, the eldest monkey put up his gut and gathered the crows at the tree house. The monkey said, “since you all have no intention of staying here and plucking fruits, let’s demolish the tree house and take whatever that belongs to us”. The crows remained silent for a minute, and said, “give us 1 minute”.

The crows retreated to outside of the tree house and discussed. The middle crow said, “we cannot agree with the monkey, because we can’t have free fruits every month once the tree house is gone”. Then the eldest crow asked, “but we already enjoying ourselves with rotten meat since we left, maybe we can just leave the monkey alone...”. The middle crow squeaked before the eldest completed his sentence, “hey brother, it’s free, the monkey worked and we can lay back and collect the benefit, isn’t nice? I really glad daddy made that damn agreement, hehehehe.....” Finally , the other two crows nodded their head and went into the tree house again.

The middle crow shed his crocodile tears and said, “hey monkey cousin, this is the house where everything began, both our father and our childhood, it’s so wonderful and we really don’t have the heart to crush it into pieces”. The monkey tried to tell them it’s unfair if they kept on ripping off his hard-labored fruits but the crows just ignored.

In the end, the monkey still working hard, but not for his own but also for his evil, selfish, ignoble, mean, so-called cousins.

Friday, December 19, 2008

One month

Exactly one month later, i will be starting a new chapter of my life. A chapter which i'm still oblivious with; a chapter which i anticipate in agony; a chapter which snatch me away from home...

Yes, exactly one month later, i will be boarding an airplane, which going to bring me to a foreign land. The foreign land, New Zealand, is where i will be for the next 3 years, or perhaps more. People say it's a place with vast green field and filled with serenity, is it true?

Am i ready to embark this new journey? Visa done, flight ticket done, accommodation done, clothes done...basically all the physical thingy are done.

Mentally, not really.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Still in India

This week in my last week in India, i have mixed feeling about it. I'm happy that soon i will be back in my hometown, with my comfortable home and not-so-polluted environment. But at the same time, i know that i will not be coming back to india anymore ( in the near future), i won't be seeing all the nice people that i met here, maybe forever....

Basically all the malaysian people that we met here are pretty friendly, except those who studied in the new hospital, they are so cocky and arrogant (mostly 'wonton'). Never mind, i am so indifferent to them.

I don't dare to put up any pictures because..... i gained weight. Funny, isn't it? Of all the places in the world, i actually gain weight in this very country, where poverty and famine is the one of the government's biggest problem. Sigh..... To be frank, the food here is not bad. Because most of the people here are vegetarian, we seldom eat meat. Thus in compensation, we ate a lot of flour (which is quite fattening as well). Sigh....don't care lah, just go on diet when i go back to malaysia. So people, you know what shouldn't be said when you meet me next month!

Days of leaving India: 9

Monday, August 4, 2008

What am i doing?

I am doing nothing, constructive or productive. Everyday i watch movie, play dota or sim city, read story book....and this routine going round and round till i'm feeling a sense of worthlessness. Oh no, that's dangerous coz most of the people who commit suicide will have this feeling prior to the tragedy.

Haha, don't worry, i'm still sane. Just need to search for a new purpose of life for this 6 months. Purpose of life, a very deep topic that i came through during my selective last year. No direct answer for this, but more or less it is a realization of ourselves. I have a book entitled "The Purpose Driven Life" written by Rick Warren. My aunt gave me this book 3 years ago when i went to the church with her. Apparently it is a very famous book, and the title caught my attention, so i started reading it. But before i could finish half of the book, i gave up. It is not that the book is bad, it's just the agnostic mindset of mine can't take in the content. For a true believer, i strongly recommend this book, but i guess most of the believers already read the book.

So, my purpose of life for this 6 months still very vague. Just hope that something(good) happens and gives me some enlightenment.

p/s: I was checking my mailbox justnow and found something interesting. It was about date of birth and trees' personalities. Surprisingly i'm an Elm tree with noble mind, so true, haha! Click the image for enlargement and better view.




Thursday, July 24, 2008

Everyone is leaving....

Taken during M106 Farewell Party (animation)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

No more vista, no more bukit jalil

vista komanwel c1

2 and a half year ago when i stepped into vista, i didn't really like the place. It was situated in the middle of nowhere, no shop lots within walking distance, no restaurant or mamak within my eye sight, no cyber cafe, no bookstore... basically it had nothing unless you got a car to bring you around.

So i started blaming my parents for not letting me to drive in kl, i disliked this place and wandered how am i going to suffer like this for 2 and a half year. If this continued, i would become a nerd...oh no....

As time goes by, this feeling of hatred progressively faded away. I learned to adapt it. Me and james had walked countless times to carrefour, which took us minimum 45 minutes to and fro; We stopped playing dota as cyber cafes were too far (but the dota fever came back eventually in sem 4, thanks to who?); Mamak routine was replaced by mamak van (and their food was just so-so and freaking spicy); Got to know a few new generous friends who always bring us around and showed us the world (thx ya!)

After all, the life in vista was pretty amazing. Can't believe that actually i had so much fun. But then, happiness never stays long enough. Just hope that the memory will always stays.

final glance of my room before i packed

Friday, June 27, 2008

Stress and Tension

Watching Grey's Anatomy has been my stress reliever recently, as this is my only entertainment that i can enjoy. However yesterday's episode was really stressful... The episode showed the group of surgical interns were preparing for their exam, so they gathered together and asked each other questions. Thus, the stress of exam even haunted me when i took a short break off.

Well, that's not bad. Guess what the questions that those interns asked each other. The first question was 'what is Conn's syndrome?' OMG, is that a question for surgical intern? Even a second year medical student could answer that. So the show continued by all of the interns trying to figure out what was the answer, and even the smartest character, Christina Yang was having a hard time in giving the correct answer.

I know that's just a show, in real life, it won't be that easy, but i wish my upcoming eos exam will be that simple, haha!